Saturday, March 17, 2012

Just a thoght

Its been a long time since my last blog.I actually forgot that I used to blog once upon a time.Now as i sit to write I find myself facing what we better know as "writer's block".In the past oe year a lot of thing has changed in my life.I left my job,accompanied my hubby to USA,partied hard,had surgery,got bored, finished 12 american sitcoms,cooked and threw partied,watched a little over 89 movies and the never ending list goes on.But still I guess due to our nature I complain about my so called frustrating life.
Anyway, what i realise now is that how life changes and takes so different turns.Some good,some bad but the saddest part is it doesnt go back to the lanes once already travelled.As I sit alone often I try to figure out what in life I miss the most and the most important thing I miss is the scoldings of my parents and the thrill that I felt in doing things that parents had no idea off.Bunking college,afternoon movies,sitting in cafeterias for hours,damn..the thrill if not getting caught was so amazing.Even the ban on watching television and using mobile phones before exams which used to be so annoying then is something I crave for nowdays.
As some writer had once said that when you crave for something earnestly and you get it you dont value that thing anymore.Same thing happened with me.When my mom used to scold I often wondered when can I run away from this place which used to be my home.but when I finally got my independence It seems that I am craving to go back to that lane which I had left long time ago.
Thus i guess.........
Either I am mad or its just because i'm simply a human being
Damn!!!!...we the humans can never be happy in any circumstances.....
Anyway dear readers..if at all anyone is reading this...have a good night coz am sleepy...till my nxt blog stay well...n enjoy every moment of your life.......

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