frustration and me

For the last few days I was going through a phase of frustration.i felt like banging my head on the walls, tearing all the hair from my head breaking stuffs etc etc….. My husband was busy with his work and was coming home late, my granny was in hospital some 2500miles away in kolkata, my mom was busy with my granny, most of my friends are working and it was really disgusting to find myself as the sole soul on this earth who’s idle and has basically nothing to do to kill time. I’ve always been disgusted with studies but that’s what is expected of me because my masters’ finals are approaching. It’s really Disgusting.
But you know it’s actually bad if u r frustrated, coz we tend to become peevish, and annoying…. not only to yourself but to others as well and this is bad coz this affects others around you…so I found a very interesting way of getting rid of this stupid stupid feeling. I started doing things which I find interest in. I started experimenting various recipes, going through all the old albums of school and college days etc etc…sleeping, going out and making new friends….but the most interesting was writing….whether u jus scribble whatever comes to my mind or sharing my experiences or just sharing your thoughts with you’ll honestly helped me a lot…I don’t even know whether anyone’s going to read them but the thought that people may read it someday actually gives me immense pleasure………

But anyway I wont bore u’ll much with my blaa blaass…..stay well and happy…alwayzz…and when ur sad just remember do as you please.